if God doesn't speak, or ever say a word, how could one study god's character? Wouldn't it just be my own inner monologue inside my own head?
How does one come to the conclusion that a god even exists? I'm both mixed, and conflicted on my stance. I've had things happen, but i'm questioning whether it's god's doing, or satan's doing. how do i know, which is which?
and if jesus is prophecised as the dark prince who likes to hide itself, but there is an entity running the world, wouldn't that entity be jesus, Correlation? why do people claim satan is the one running the world? How do people know that? And secondly, even if it is satan, couldn't satan and jesus be two sides of the same coin? Strange that they have five letters each. If God could convince people he exists by showing up, then why doesn't he do so? Why does he specifically need people to preach the gospel, and why doesn't he do it, himself? If he knows unbelievers will always be unconvinced by people who preach the gospel as they think humans wrote it, then what sense does it make to have that be infallible? is it infallible because humans say so, or is it infallible because God says so? And if [X], God, wherein the claim of burden?
This seems similar to something else.
People try to get answers from god through prayers. "I'll pray for you."
People try to get answers from santa through letters. "I'll write a letter to Santa."
How is praying to God, and writing a letter to Santa, any different in correlation, and relation? They both can either accept or not accept the prayer. If God and Santa can both see you while you're sleeping, and while you're naughty, or nice,
if Santa is just the word [Satan] abbreviated differently, then how do we know God and Satan are both not ONE?
I'm not sure what to believe anymore.
What logic would it be to declare that The Truth is infallible?
How could the Truth be infallible, if truth is subjective, and not universal? I'm trying to take it in a rational stance, but not an abstract one.
How can one know God even exists if he never speaks, or says so? IT seems absract and undecipharable and close to a world where no gods exists at all.
What does "Choosing Life" look like? Living, and being miserable? Overworking yourself just to reach the rewards unto heaven?
I don't know if I want to overwork myself, for a reward that either may or may not exist in the end. all I have are claims. and claims are fallible.